I Only Want What I Can't Have

I only want what I can't have,
I only need what I don't want...

Why?

I asked not to be alone... I guess I asked in the wrong way...

Being alone is my only phobia...

Guess you don't know yourself unless you face your fears...

Rusty Does It

So hey... Haven't been on for a while... I guess I've been busy...?

Updates:
1. Bianca was a total bitch
2. I haven't quit Sears
3. I passed the courses - one "A" and one "C"
4. I shaved my head - yup, one-inch buzz cut (since Jade Puget doesn't seem to do it) I beat you to it, Jade!!!!
5. I'm back with Sarah. Planning to go down to Charleston SC to see her someday somehow
6. There is no #6
7. My shoulder is good now?
8. I'm at the summer semester... Getting desperate because classes are 4 hours long - good thing this is over on the 30th...
9. I said I would start working out... I guess writing is a work-out?
10. Planning to buy a car... Damn, that 350z was a bargain... Too bad I don't drive stick, nor do I have the $5,000 dollars...

Guess that's it for my boring ass life...

p.s.: Since my birthday is on July 22th - gonna be 21... Me so excited. Yay. -, and since "The Dark Knight" is coming up on the 18th, guess what's gonna be my birthday present...