Hi

Man, it's been a while since I wrote in here...
I'm not gonna give you updates lol
I'm still fucked at my shoulder, I'm trying to pick up classes @ Nova...
And at work, I'm... No comments on that one

I'm a little worried that with these 8-week classes... Man, not being a pervert, but they sure do stuff you in your you-know-where when it comes to these classes...

I'm growing my hair back, though I still don't know which hairstyle - if any - I'm getting... Probably my old style, the one from the pic - I still don't know what to call it lol (if you have any suggestions, please feel free to give me ideas for it)

Things with Sarah haven't been going well, in the sense that my parents took my phone from me... So we are 'incomunicado' right now, and I'm feeling bad because of that...

Well, hope my "non-update" update hasn't bored you out lol

I'm on the sea so bargain with me, so I can be home once again.
to lose ways, to sing, an odd time of death, to lose and not to win.
Why must I, always have to lose with an easy life?
Why cant I, just pretend to fall asleep? No longing goes through the night.
Caroline was greater for breaking down the set, wanting to find a look.
Can't remember days, the days we posses, only the day she left.
I see her in the crucifix, my mind begins to slip.
My love had fallen right to a T.
Then I close my eyes and the tears begin to run, the nightmare has just begun.
Why must I always have to lose with an easy life?
Why cant I, just pretend to fall asleep? no longing goes through the night.

You don't know jack shit
That's not true, I know him well
Haha
I'm serious
Jack is the son of Awe Schitt and O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, the deeply religious couple produced 6 children
Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins: Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school drop out.
However, after being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later remarried Ted Sherlock and, because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name.
She was then known as Noe Schitt-Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt and they produced a son of nervous disposition, Chicken Schitt.
Two other of the 6 children, Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt, were inseparable throughout childhood and subsequently married the Happens brothers in a dual ceremony.
The wedding announcement in the newspaper announced the Schitt-Happens wedding. The Schitt-Happens children were Dawg, Byrd, and Hoarse.
Bull Schitt, the prodigal son, left home to tour the world. He recently returned from Italy with his new Italian bride, Pisa Schitt.
So there.
LOL
I have actually chortled coke through my nose

Aw man!!!

Jade beat me to "The Dark Knight"!!!

~~Well, besides having a band, the awesome hair...~~

Other than that, I'm doing ok...

Damn I can't believe he got to see The Dark Knight before me...

I Only Want What I Can't Have

I only want what I can't have,
I only need what I don't want...

Why?

I asked not to be alone... I guess I asked in the wrong way...

Being alone is my only phobia...

Guess you don't know yourself unless you face your fears...

Rusty Does It

So hey... Haven't been on for a while... I guess I've been busy...?

Updates:
1. Bianca was a total bitch
2. I haven't quit Sears
3. I passed the courses - one "A" and one "C"
4. I shaved my head - yup, one-inch buzz cut (since Jade Puget doesn't seem to do it) I beat you to it, Jade!!!!
5. I'm back with Sarah. Planning to go down to Charleston SC to see her someday somehow
6. There is no #6
7. My shoulder is good now?
8. I'm at the summer semester... Getting desperate because classes are 4 hours long - good thing this is over on the 30th...
9. I said I would start working out... I guess writing is a work-out?
10. Planning to buy a car... Damn, that 350z was a bargain... Too bad I don't drive stick, nor do I have the $5,000 dollars...

Guess that's it for my boring ass life...

p.s.: Since my birthday is on July 22th - gonna be 21... Me so excited. Yay. -, and since "The Dark Knight" is coming up on the 18th, guess what's gonna be my birthday present...

Blah...

I'm tired. And in pain. And confused. And annoyed. And... and....

I should stop bitching, and start a revolution... That's what I'll do...

Oh, and btw, I met a girl today... Name was Bianca, and she's half lebanese... Makes me wonder...

Hmmm...

Think if me and her get together, we'd make a "full" lebanese? lol

I'm a... quarter? lebanese by my dad's side of the family... And even though I was born in El Salvador, my grandparents from both sides are european...

Well, enough with the genealogy lessons...

Contrary to popular belief, I DID NOT MESS UP MY SHOULDER MASTURBATING...

Soo yeah... went to the doctor on wednesday, said I should rest my shoulder - the left, if you're wondering -, because it's kinda "overworked"...

Oh, and I started classes today... hope I do good...

Feeling Like Hammered Shit...

Fucking Work lol

So, yesterday, I couldn't get any sleep at all... Damn job, stresses me way too much...

But, you know what? I think I might be applying to work at Macy's or something... a little slower, responsibility-free...

Honestly, I wish there was no working to pay for everything... But, since that is the best curse that has been put on mankind ever...

I'm fucked, am I?

Screw This Shit!!!

So today, one of my employees - correction: MY ONLY employee - told me she would quit, sometime soon... Am I fucked , I said...

Turns out she quits, but not sometime soon... TO-Fucking-Day... So I'm the only one left in the whole fucking jewelry department... FUCK

I'm thinking I will quit in the next few days... idk, Sears is waay too disorganized with its employees...

Shake it, Break It, No Fake!!!

Nothing interesting today... Just kept doing remodeling on the kitchen, like last weekend... Bloody tired too...

So today I told my dad that I'm kinda insecure about this thing of being a lawyer, and told him about being a singer/musician... He totally agreed with it, like saying, "Yeah, well, if you feel like you're going to find happiness there, then go ahead. But I do recommend you to get the diploma and the singing would be like a pastime or something"

I totally agreed. I will get my diploma, then try and make it as a singer as a part time job... Cool, so I'm going to try it.

Expect you at my concert...

Life's Not Fun Without a Good Scare...

So today at 5 Below: Went there for an AFI poster, found a button and a Snoopy keychain... all for under $5 bucks... The guy was cute ;) LOL JFK... No, really, he didn't find the code, so he gave me the poster for $1... WAY FUCKING COOL...

Oh, and Courtney threw up in my car... Now it smells like maple syrup with french toasts...

I went out on a date today... I was, idk, fashionably late? By 30 minutes...

Anyways, it was one of those "hell dates", y'know, the ones in which something goes wrong and stuff...

What went wrong? She was fugly, she smoked - which, in case you didn't know, I TOTALLY DISAPPROVE OF since I'm a straightedge - AND, out of fucking nowhere, a friend of hers who, and I quote: "...I haven't seen in two years since I graduated" goes on to sit at our table. And she's this stereotypical white trash chick, who smokes like a fucking chimney, and starts talking and talking and won't shut the fuck up... Funny thing is, she kept asking "Am I interrupting anything?" YEAH, YOU FILTHY HARLOT, you are interrupting something...

Anyways, it seems like it was fucking planned, like those dates in which you tell a friend to please show up when I give you the signal, in case I don't like the guy. So I ordered mozzarella sticks, and I ate like three, all the while she kept talking and talking shit... Later on, she gets a phone call from a "friend in distress", and she's all like, and I quote: "...She's my best friend..." NO FUCKING SHITTING? REALLY?... So she's like, I think I should go and blah blah blah, so I just grab my coat and scarf, get up from the table and look for the waiter... I go and pay, I don't even look behind, just fucking walk away... I mean, what would be the point, besides the fact to learn she is fucking ugly as shit? All this "spontaneous" shit that happened, heh, I've seen better acting on CBS soap operas than that...

I just laughed the fuck up about it... Spent like, idk fucking 25 miles on my car for this whore to keep on talking to these retards? HAHAHAHA, there you go, Mr. Sebastian...